Time for my LOVES and HATES of this week!

What i LOVED this week:

• after graduating from DBT i returned home to my apartment to find my one of my favorite people holding balloons and flowers and my favorite dessert (Tres Leche from Cafe Rio), congratulating me on my accomplishment. Soooo sweet. 
• Picnic in the park, pictures in the tulips. 
• seeing my amazing therapist
• getting a tough answer right in class and having my teacher point at me and say "YES LAUREN YES!"

What i HATED this week:

• writing 8 papers for 5 classes! uggggghhh!!! carpel tunnel in my wrists!
• waking up in the night with terrible nightmares, panicking and quickly looking around to make sure i actually wasn't tied up and floating down a river while on fire. 
• my messy room- it is getting to the point where i can't even go in there without taking a paper bag to breath in and out of to stay calm. "why don't you just clean it" you ask me? I have no answer. perhaps today will be that day.